the past 2 days have been quite enlightening.
for one, i've realized that its almost always going to be awkward when i encounter my ex-teammates. i definitely don't like it, but i know that its unavoidable. if any of you are reading this, i hope that we can stay friends. i feel damn lousy about my medical condition, and i hate it that i had to leave also... c'mon, go win b'div next year. i'll be cheering.
for another, i've realized that seetow is a great great friend, and a great guy to talk to. we talked for almost 3 hours straight on msn on tuesday night, after i read his blog post. he seemed to be quite angry, so i just initiated a convo with him. it was worth it at the end of it all. i really didn't expect such a frank and honest convo, and i'm glad to see that things have worked out, and we've really emerged much better friends from it all. its been ages since i had such a refreshing convo with someone, where we'd all just say everything from the heart and not hide behind meaningless one liners. haha i started off listening to him rant, then ended up with me ranting. alot about stuff that i haven't told another soul before. like how i've really been feeling the last few months. dude, you rock man. i really feel like i can trust you. let's have more of these convos! it was fun
bio is held by a pcb. damnit i'm gonna do well for bio this sem, i swear. i'm gonna prove that even with such a teacher, i can overcome it. prove everyone wrong.
i've been bored, so i decided to do a quiz i saw on seetow's blog!
You Are An ESFP |
The Performer
You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others. A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic. You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally. You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.
You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor. |