At Chee's behest, I shall post. Although about what, I honestly have no idea.
Right.
Tinkering with my blogging style again. I think it looks better like this. Don't you?
Just came back from the trip briefing. I
still have no idea why I had to go for it. Nothing imperative that I
needed to know (or even wanted to know). Turns out there's another 15-year old guy going for the trip, but have no idea who he is; only saw his parents there. Nevermind, for this trip I shall adopt a 'take things as they come' policy. Although honestly there's no other way to spend a holiday; I mean, who spends their holidays worrying? ...
...Well. Here we go again.
I really don't know sometimes. If you get angry at me right, if there's a valid reason I have absolutely no complaints. But why is it that recently for
no reason at all you've barked right into my face? I got quite mad last night, but managed to control myself. Now, I really don't know how to react already. Gahh.
Perhaps why I react the way I do is because I still lack these two qualities: Humility and Meekness. I find it extremely difficult to turn the other cheek when I know or feel I've been wronged. And I simply can't find it within myself to just deny my own pride. Sigh. Lord, help me. I don't like being like this. I need these obstacles to be removed. I need breakthrough. I need
breakthrough.
When will it come? Hurry, hurry.
